There are times when I feel irritable; like when someone gets on the wrong side of me or I have my lunch interrupted at work. The anger part seems to happen to me on the inside. I can get angry and let it out if I get pushed enough. I feel like I don't get angry at people much. There are times when I get mad at myself for not "telling someone off" when I should have.

But lately I feel like I get angry thinking about the past a lot. I don't know if that's something that happens to someone as they get older. It's stuff from my family about a half of my lifetime ago and further back. I think about the times with my parents and brother. My parents were trying to be corrective with me and it was upsetting. And then my brother was antagonistic with me because we were rivals. He and I never got along. My parents and he are gone now but it seems so stupid for me to relive that past. That happens when I'm alone and there's nothing to do.