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Originally Posted by whatever2013
@ ~Christina:
"my non stop bleak not even the flicker of a match in the distance just dark"
That's very sad and i'm sorry that you feel that way. But it does seem poetic!  Are you just having a dark moment?  You don't usually come across as feeling that way. Or is this the "real you" and you're just putting on a brave face the other times?  You're so supportive around here, it's amazing that you can still give so much if this is truly how you feel. An inspiration!  I am reminded of the Natalie Merchant song "Kind and Generous":
"You've been so kind and generous /
I don't know how you keep on giving /
For your kindness i'm in debt to you /
For your selflessness my admiration /
For everything you've done /
You know i'm bound /
I'm bound to thank you for it!"
Be well my friend!
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My sadness right now is my really needing to have some radical self acceptance.. my chronic pain issues are just piling up. Fibromyalgia, PsA spinal stenosis, chronic fatigue.. coming to term with my husbands illness , always being on high alert is exhausting and I sleep so very little.
So things are more situational than anything.
But when/if I get depressed I’d honestly love the roof to just collapse on me and things be over with.
My bit on my profile is absolutely true. “
Me helping you gets me out of my own head”