My career path always got redirected according to my abusers will.I wanted to become a physician. THAT did not happen.I became a teacher and had a very fulfilling job.My boss was good to me and I enjoyed my job.A jealous coworker created some trouble for me after I got a promotion.But a lot of other colleagues were good to me.The circumstances at home forced me to resign.Then I took care of my friend's twins.I became a babysitter.I enjoyed it and took good care of the babies.They started calling me mom and refused to go with their father,when he came to pick them up in the evening.They ran and tried to hide under the bed.My friend said she was so happy that I was being their mom( raising them with love and affection).Then my friend moved to another state.Hmmmmm it seems jobs are being elusive to me.