Hey..

I am venting...
I have no absolute reason for my ****** behavior...

I feel really ****** at the smallest rejection even if it comes from people I dont like?
Why the **** do I feel like such an entitled prick?

A girl who used to like me at work which I did not like got a boyfriend ..suddenly I feel like **** and annoyed ..

If I text a girl or even a friend (But it feels a lot more awful when its a girl, I dont text often so its not like I am being needy) and she does not reply in 5 minutes, I usually go to her facebook to check if she is online, and if she is, it means that she is not paying attention to me (and in my mind she talks with some other dude).. it makes me feel awful and annoyed.

This is borderline obsessive I think, and I should not have this feelings this is not normal.
At times I text to see if she just replies.. which I know its wrong like its a looser like behavior .

Cant figure out what is wrong with me and how to fix it.. Ideas?