Just flying by again. Read your last PM. Thanks so much for sharing. I am very hopeful, due to your courage and your honesty, that this issue can be thoroughly addressed by you and your therapist. When past sexual traumas interfere with our current sexual relationships, it's often very important we try to work through the trauma (whatever this means to each individual) . There is no rush when working through traumatic memories and related issues. Take it step-by-step, and breathe. Slow the pace and/or take a break if it is too much at once. Try to not become overwhelmed, which can happen easily if/when we allow tramatic material to surface long enough to process it with a therapist or otherwise.

Get out your toolkit and prepare yourself for moving forward on your path to healing, AT YOUR OWN PACE.
We are here for you!