I must agree with ALL the other wise and wonderful posters. I don't think he's treating you right based on what you wrote. I'd suggest either Couple Counselling if he wants to go or to just leave him entirely. You're still young and you have plenty of experiences that you can make! You have to have sex when you feel comfortable doing so, ESPECIALLY if it's your first time! So please, definitely stand up for yourself because YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED AND RESPECTED AS MUCH AS ANYONE ELSE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @eclairparty98, your Family, your Friends, your Boyfriend and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking no matter what happens, ok? Treat yourself with KINDNESS and RESPECT! :love .throb: