Hi, Dawr, welcome to PsychCentral.

I went to my college counseling center and it turned out fine. I would summond up what little courage you have and talk to someone, whoever you find easiest? A doctor or any psychiatrist or a school counselor. They won't reject you anymore than we will/do. They'll understand and be as concerned as you are.

Do you have a good friend you could tell and get their help setting up a doctor's appointment and maybe going with you to the office? I did that with the gynecologist the first time I went; my friend made the appointment for me and "took" me and waited for me and then we went and had lunch together :-)

I think things will get a little bit easier for you after you go the first time and get rid of that weight on your shoulders?