sujunew - interesting... i never even thought about it, but yeah, i do that sometimes. and sometimes i make myself cut - and then it hurts! and i can't really do it... and then i feel really stupid. or give up on that, and binge.

But now that we all know we do that - lets see if we can get ourselves to start thinking "hey! I got through! The peeps in SI are gonna think that's great!"

(if we can't be happy for ourselves, then lets be happy someone else is happy for us -maybe it will rub off!!!)