Thanks! You're braver than me. The 2nd psychologist guy never replied. He's the one I told about hearing "spirits." He probably doesn't want to deal with another crazy person. I never contacted the lady psychologist yet. She seems the most caring but only gives 50 minutes per $200 while the 1st psychologist guy gives 90 min / $200 or 60 min / $150.

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