I never have been quite sure of my feelings about porn (and I mean porn in which all involved are human adults). What I do know is that I really respect you for bringing this subject to light! Thank you for trusting us that much...it means a lot to me.
One question I do have is, are you sure you're not edging toward a manic state? There are times when feeling hypersexual (including searching for erotica either online or printed) is indicative of me edging toward mania.
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