Nvm what I wrote was meaningless. My therapist is just saying that I'm doubting the schizophrenia diagnosis and I'm not. I'm saying I also have a very light form of autism. That doesnt mean that i need to be on all or nothing high dose of antipsychotic or nothing. I just need to lower the dose like SP and stay on that dose to prevent further psychosis. I should have known this years ago. The abilify wasnt working for me so she put me on the max dose of invega. That's not my fault.

My psychiatrist only did that because I was having derealization and depersonalization which I never knew would cause panic attacks and I thought it was psychosis because it reminded me of the bad trip which was different than my psychosis I had at 16 (A meth like psychosis with paranoia)

Idk