Lots of things... mainly the spirits and such. I'm still living with my BFF's brother and his wife kids and their cousin. No matter where I go or do it seems like it's still bothering me. Even when I'm with other people. I'm on the abilify injections. It's not helping. I've been having a bad few days. I hardly want to eat. All I want to do is either sleep or clean or something to get rid of everything in my ****ing mind and what's outside of my head.

I've lost even more weight. down to 184 right now.