Hey the vomiting thing, I wouldn't say I have it as extreme as you do, but when I was a child, if my brother or sis had the flu and were vomiting, I would bolt into another room and plug my ears or try and muffle the sound. Even now, I don't like the sound, and my sisters child threw up and I had my back glued to the wall, than I sort of shook my head and thought "its not gonna bite you, what are you doing?" So I wouldn't say I'm scared of it now, but I don't like the sound of it. As far as cleaning it up, I worked at an amusement park, I had no problem with that aspect of it. Enough about that...... Honestly, I think that you could really benefit if you even just ask you doc if he has a certain psych that he could reccomend to you. Oh and the panic attacks? I had many of the same symptoms you described.