I don't feel good tonight. It seems that actually too smart for my own wellbeing. I've dissected many religions and found faults with them. I question the existence of the space station. Among other questions. I don't qualify as a nihilist as I value sinceriety. I also haven't got much response from my very few friends on fb recently. Some weeks ago I had dropped All my fb friends and the first one to come back was my dad and the others that I have now I reached out to. The rest of those friends have Not sought me back. Family included! I feel like such a nerd looser. The only benefit currently is that my voices are fewer and somewhat sympathetic. Just venting I guess.