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I am not diagnosed with BP, but I have had manic and hypomanic episodes induced by antidepressants, sleep deprivation and caffeine.
There is somthing that always happend to me while euphoric: it feels hilarious, fun, happy happy, to bleed out or die.
The only times I have ever self harmed was because of it, I was just so insanely happy I thought it was super nice to cut myself.
Has anyone else experienced something similar?
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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