I had been told that I'm good looking. There were times when I couldn't believe it. I weighed less years ago than I do now. And then one time, a few years ago, I got a post-cancer treatment and it suddenly pushed my weight up 10 pounds. It's been hard to take it off. I didn't like the way my body had been shaped.

Lately I have not been working out because of having to give up the weights and now not bike riding as much because of the early sunsets. So it would seem that not exercising can possibly deplete any kind of good looks you may have.

There are times when I see myself on a reflective window and ask myself, "who is that old man?" Well, it's me! So lately I feel like I don't like the way look than I used to.

Funny thing is that when I was in my 30s, a lot of older women seemed to be attracted to me. And now in my early 60s, not so much. But now the older women are not that nice to me but the younger women are. I don't know why that is?