THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU! You are a WONDERFUL human being just the way you are! Unfortunately other people can be really mean and quick to judge people they deem "different" from them! That doesn't mean that you're a bad person or that you're doing anything wrong, really! You are trying to do your best and that's ALL and EVERYTHING we Humans can do, right? Please keep trying. I am sure your Child loves you very much. I am sure he/she's seeing your effort in raising him or her alone and all by yourself. He/she will appreciated when he/she gets older, I am sure of that! In the meantime, please keep taking care of yourself. Don't waste your time with people who DON'T like you for whatever reasons. Look for friends near your zone based on activities you already like to do. Sports is a great idea to meet some friends and some new people in my opinion. Perhaps start from that if you haven't tried it already? It doesn't have to be anything too fancy, even just a short walk can be ok! Please do give it a thought! I am REALLY HAPPY you have your Pets there with you at least! Please keep writing here... I hope ALL of this helps you a little at least! Keep trying your best for BOTH your own good and for your Child as well! I am SURE He/She will recognize your effort and will be thankful for EVERYTHING that you're doing right now! Hit me up when you need someone to talk to or vent to. I am SURE plenty of others will be REALLY happy and REALLY glad to help you out as well! Keep fighting and keep rocking! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Biba_yu, your Family, your Friends, your Children, your Relatives, your Therapists, your Pdocs, your Doctors, your nurses, your Social Workers and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?