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When my mania gets out of control and my mind spins and races faster than I can manage, anxiety hits and eventually turns to paranoia. At times, I have also had anxious depressions (usually if psychotic). Otherwise I’m not generally an anxious person.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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