There are many reasons why a person would self harm any number of mental illness can cause the “ want too” and sometimes it’s because a person already has pain.
I have not self harmed in almost 7 years, longest I have ever gone in my life. It’s been really hard at times.
Why did I cut ?? Feelings of being a burden, low self esteem, low self worth , self loathing
I was diagnosed Fibromyalgia about 9-10 years ago... no meds the doctors offered helped any, so I self harmed because in that moment I had ALL the control.. I could focus all the pain to that one area,, it’s an endorphin rush, so it felt good , to have some type of control. Of course that fades quickly so vicious cycle.
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Helping others gets me out of my own head ~
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