I am sorry you struggle.
Addictions can be so hard to mange. I have an addictive personality.
Alcohol, food, internet, and excoriation disorder.(skin picking)

I believe all are a sort of OCD disorder.
We did not get here over night but I am making small progresses.
Finally able to not drink for the past 20 days so that is good. I have been able to lose 5 pounds so that is good. With AMino acids the picking is getting better so that is good. My internet usage is still a major problem.

Every day/hour/ minute we can work on our demons.
Do you know why you over eat?
Is OA Helping you?
(((((HUGS))))
bizi