I really honestly feel as though I'm in love with my T. I know that's kind of old in the therapy world but it goes beyond transference - she's so genuine in the room with me that I know a lot about her and I'm devastated she's getting married. It just really hurts. I'm a straight female but I find her so attractive in a physical way too. It's actually pretty devastating because I know I'll never be with her in the way I want and the therapy alliance will end down the line so what's the point? I've had therapy before and had strong feelings but I have never, ever had such intense feelings as I do for this t.