Here I am spending more money than I actually have. I have purchased $160 headphones, with a $360 headphone amplifier. I am now listening to music from my PC. It is very nice sounding due to my new setup, but totally unnecessary. Oh well. I have recently been driving my daughter to work and back, This has costed me for gas, so I am having her give me gas money from time to time, I need to clean this place up. It is a mess. My step son is coming over to pick up my car. The power steering is not working, so he may be able to fix it for me. I am thinking of driving for Uber. I may start off delivering food for Uber Eats.

That is about it as far as things that I have dons go. I need a job, but I do not know if I can handle a regular job. For one thing, I am easily distracted, with my mind going around thinking of different things. I heed to focus. My piano lessons have been helping there a little. I do not want to fail on a job. I already have a low opinion about myself right now, having been very unreliable lately.

My neighbor is not interested in having me over anymore. Ever since I stopped her controlling, dominating ways toward me, her interest in having me over has waned. I tried to come over twice, but she was busy. One time, she was too busy cleaning her drip coffee maker. She always finds excuses. So I may try back a week from now. When I am bored and lonely, I want someone to talk to about anything at all. She is no longer the place to go for this. Both her and her live-in 60 year old son have their mental issues and idiosyncrasies that I have had to contend with in the past. I have enough to deal with right now as it is. Maybe it is just as well, this is happening to me, and now I need to move on.