My Anxiety is so bad I can't even remember how to spell the word right now. On scale 1 to 10 it is a 10000. I have to take Ativan three times a day in order to function. My hands shake, I can't eat sometimes. It has always been bad, but since I was abandoned here in Hondoras, it has gone through the roof. I cannot sleep without the Ativan. I cannot relax. I wasn't always this bad, I have had periods in my life where it has been better but the last 2 years have been terrible.