I'm sorry I can't offer a lot with regard to this. But I noticed no one had yet replied to your post. So I thought I would.  Here are links to 2 articles, from PC's archives, that discuss what is involved in healing from sexual assault:
Healing from Sexual Assault
Building Empowerment After Sexual Assault
You mentioned the possibility that you might be asexual. So here's a link to a resource that may be of interest to you:
The Asexual Visibility and Education Network | asexuality.org
Best wishes... 
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