You know, I fully understand. Some days I feel like that and that is when I write my "trigger" post's.. That is when I want to cut myslef, or something worse, but I always come here and post, to get the feelings out, and out of my head.. So I can think clearly, again, and not do stuff like that..

This fourm keeps me going, in so many ways. I have met people like you and others on here that I can relate to, and I can talk to and not feel "stupid" for the fears i have and the emotions I have eiter

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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