The text would help to give context because maybe she's simply saying that you need to discuss this with her in person.

It's super brave to tell her about it, it's also super normal to become obsessive and to google etc, I'm sure many of us have been or are in a similar situation. You just want to know more about her and I can certainly relate to the obsessive nature of trying to find out more and more information about a therapist. Also, anything that's openly available on the internet is fair game IMO.