The ''official supports'' (irl) have almost all failed to be supportive.

They do not believe that my mental health is a priority.

I'm trying to be factual here, not ''blaming''. It ''was what it was''

And I'm not at all optimistic that if I reached out for ''help'' or ''support'' from ''official supports'' irl again they would be supportive.

So.. I suppose... I'm perceived as …. insert negative label... so therefore not a ''priority'' for them. Or not a ''priority'' for them for some other, unknown, reason.

Its not easy... to not ''blame'' self

And not to ''blame'' the lack of support they failed to give me.

or rather they did ''succeed'' in giving a lack of support and retraumatised me in the process

I may be blamed by some for not ''accepting'' this lack of support, respect, and understanding and ''moving on''.... moving on to where? Another country I suppose.

I realise that some reading in this forum may not understand this at all.

I'm very happy for those who have received nothing but understanding and kindness from ''official supports'' irl.

Some, including me, think that things are at least 20 years behind in this forest irl.



Respect and peace to all