I'm really sorry, I can tell you're pained by your T's response. I completely get it. I have a bad attachment to my T. I am on the other end of the spectrum, where I am able to reach out to my T as often as I would like to, and she always responds. But please know the grass is not always greener on the other side. In some ways, I think I've been damaged a lot by the lack of boundaries in my T relationship - which is just feeding into my obsession with her. I know it's hard to not take it personally, but please remind yourself that your T is doing this in your best interest. Please remember that. Your T only has your best interest at heart. I'm glad she let you know she will respond/reach out if she feels the need to. That means she really, really cares about you.