I want to cut my hair short again. I'm not gonna do it tho until I've lost a certain amount of weight. Cuz I feel I dont look good being big with short hair. I just dont like the way I look with all that. Makes me feel ugly.

So maybe I will try to lose like 40 or 50 pounds and then cut it. Hopefully my usual hairstylist will still be in business by then. Yes I feel like its gonna take ages to lose the weight, and i havent been to see him already for 3 years now or so cuz i grew it out.