I don’t smoke. I kind of wish I had never gone on the Xanax. My Ativan was working decently and I was only taking 3 a week not 3 a day. I feel like I have a full blown addiction and I don’t know what to do. I’m wondering based on how difficult it was last time to get it filled if my doctor will take me off it when I see him on Monday. I have about 60 Ativan I think if he takes me off the Xanax I can slow taper onto the Ativan. But honestly I wish I had never gotten myself into this mess in the first place.