That anxiety thread is reminding me how bad my anxiety can get. I once freaked out really bad when n3 was somewhere i didnt know where he was and it was dark. This was several years ago now but my mind just took off without me and horrific thoughts were swirling really badly. I fear ill get that bad with my daughter moving out in on jan 31st. Why cant i always feel self-assured and happy? Basic issues like paying the bills and having food are constantly hovering over me. I need others to help me- i feel bad I cant be self-sufficient without help.