I’ve been good with carbs and calories for the week so far. Trying to keep my carbs for dinner. Today I had grilled cheese and fries from the diner so not so good on carbs, but I only ate half of each so that’s not so bad.

I had an Atkins bar in the morning, then two pieces of string cheese for lunch. After driving all over creation (see my update in the check in thread) I decided to get McDonald’s and got two McDoubles but I only ate the meat. Lots of grease but only 6 carbs so not too horrible.

I’ve gotten so used to being hungry all the time it doesn’t even bother me anymore. My dr said that the office would call me if anything urgent came up in my bloodwork so I’m assuming it didn’t show high prolactin or a high A1C. Which I guess is good but doesn’t explain my symptoms. That’s a bit frustrating. And I have to wait until Jan 2 to discuss it bc that’s the first available appt after 4:30, when I get home from work. But like I said I’m so used to being hungry that it’s like whatever.

I’m going away with RS this weekend for our one year anniversary so I’m not going to be as strict with calories and carbs. Sometimes you just have to take a break! I probably won’t be able to stop myself from tracking though. It’s like a compulsion now. Even when I know it will depress me because I’m so far over calories I still need to see.

Ah well.