I had the son I wanted and the daughter I wanted. But life didn't turn out how I wanted. My son had behavioral issues and committed suicide, he was a very hard kid to raise. I gave up and so did he. My daughter is a tom boy, bisexual, and non religious, everything I hate, but I love her. I'm working on the tom boy part and the non religious part. I'm making headway with religion.

Also I went crazy and lost custody of both my kids. Am divorced. Nothing in life went according to my plan, but it's God's plan.