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Originally Posted by justagirl2019
I worry about this. I think a part of me wants to be freed from this relationship because I can't imagine any of these feelings going away, and they have become unbearable. But a bigger part of me wants to keep the relationship. I just don't know which decision is healthier for me.
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And I often had similar feelings regarding ex-MC. Where everytime I thought about leaving him, I'd start to cry. So I felt stuck in a way. Which is part of why I started seeing current T. Ultimately had rupture with ex-MC that led to us terminating. It was really painful and took lots of time to get over, but I think I'm on the other side now (though he did appear in my dream last night, so...)