I read that people with BPD have problems changing their minds a lot. That may not be the case for all BPD but that's me! It's tiring, I like studying things in detail to make good decisions but I don't like being a perfectionist.

Anyhow hopefully I don't drive my psychologist crazy. I've never seen a therapist. Made an appointment with a less expensive MFT therapist for tomorrow, but I can't stop thinking about this amazing $200 per session PhD psychologist who specializes in crazy people like me. I'm not referring to BPD people as being crazy because they're not. I'm just crazy. After talking to her, she can do $150 / week. Probably feels sorry for me. So that it, I'm going to her.

Sorry for the rant. ...