I kicked my wife out twice in the beginning of the 5 years we were together. She never forgave me for either time. We are divorcing as we speak. We lived in a studio apartment at the time and I just wanted space from her after fighting and she threatened if she left she'd never come back and well, you know how this story goes. It only lasted a few days both times. A few excruciating days, but only a few.

I wanted in the moment to be alone but I didn't want to lose her in the process. I begged for her to come home every day both times.

We finally moved to a larger apartment where we had a spare bedroom. I would just go lock myself in there to have a place where I felt comfortable to be alone. Without that, I think it would have been a lot worse. Both times I was in a very severe depression when those events occurred with a lot of built up anger towards myself.