It was a bit painful, and I think I said something to that effect in session, regarding his maybe not being the right person to reach out to. Because it was like, "OK, who else am I going to reach out to?" I did mention H, and he said he figured he might not give me what I needed/wanted. I think Dr. T understands his role for me...but I feel I'm unsure whether he wants it? Like he might accept it, because, OK, that's where I am. But I wonder if he thinks "I wish LT didn't want this from me."