Dear ex T,
once again you've been cropping up in my dreams. It's lovely but also feels a bit cruel, I miss you still. The drama back home has been kicked up again big time. It's like none of them can see facts or the reality. The lingering, it's cruel, I can only hope she genuinely has no idea what's going on. I have so many questions about morality and loss. I was raised by hmmm, I don't eat to say 'bad people'.... My point is I'm not like them, but their way of thinking was beaten into me and its causing a lot of conflict in me. I wish we could have finished our work. Processing all this b.s would be clearer. If you do want to continue, don't wait too long x.