Hello all! I am right now listening to quality streaming music on my new headphones and DAC/Amp. It is during the free trial period. Spending more money on the credit card. Oh well, Time to sell some other stuff. I think I am going through some sort of existential crisis.


Just when my life was taking off, I ended up on disability. I am 60 years old. I may have only 15 or so years left, soon to be 14, of my life left. What have I accomplished in my life? Most everyone else has and is making accomplishments in their life, as successful people. Looking back, I have done little of value for the past 20 years, and now can be unreliable, to myself and others. I want to make a difference in other people's life, but now am no longer able to do this. My daughter is not ready for life, for now she is getting herself into trouble, This is a good measure of my fault for being a poor, ignorant father,


So what now is the purpose of my life? All I do is sit around, My lack of money is not helping this situation of mine. Anyway, right at the moment I am managing albiet also struggling with my life. I wish there was a "do over" button I can press. I can whine some more, but I will stop it now. I am here. I am listening to nice music. My daughter is going through a court diversion program, which will give her a clean record, I have food in the fridge, And I have Netflix. That is all I can think of now.