For me personally it's like they never existed at all now.It just seems and feels like that although logically I know it wasn't always that way.

For awhile after integration I did recognize and compare things to how they used to be.Like the first time I counted a high amount of cash and was able to do it I was thinking "wow,I used to not be able to do this,I would get triggered by a large amount of cash and switch into a child that didn't know how to count". Or if I was really mad about something I would think wow,I used to not even feel anger because it would trigger the one that dealt with it,etc etc etc

I rarely even think about it anymore really.But,just recently I was talking with someone about something from childhood,nothing traumatic or anything. I thought to myself wow,I used to not even know that,a different part did. It was just a bit surprising to realize I knew and had that memory.

IDK if a part of you has integrated or not.I think you will eventually figure it out if it has.I had times where my parts blended with me and I would feel their feelings and have their memories and then they would unblend again.That happened mostly towards full integration,and it would happen more and more.So I can't even guess what this is for you.

It sounds like a good thing though.