my bipolar has caused me not to have a family.. with that said: even if I didn't have it, I wonder if they'd have stayed by my side.

they were abusive to me growing up, (even trying to)



the bipolar diagnoses was just the last straw for them, and they told me that I was dead to them



but the reason I say that I wonder if things would be diffrent if I didn't have it, the abuse they caused me was terrible, and they probably would have



I guess I could say that bipolar saved my life. I don't live with an abusive family anymore, and I'm alive, so..