I woke up last night at 2AM due to nightmares. I don’t get them that often but from time to time I do and they affect my sleeping patterns. I went back to bed around 4AM and woke up at 7AM. Not the best night’s sleep but some interrupted sleep is better than no sleep, even if I do feel restless.

Today I feel fine, tired but fine. I’m worried about this new job I’m supposed to start next week. – There is a chance I may not make the deadline (depends on how fast the government decides to move) and we’ll have to look at what other options are available (most likely waiting another few weeks for a training to open up). I’m going to call in today and ask about it, hopefully I will know something. I really am stressing about the situation.

I’ve been going through some rapid changes in attitude recently – from neurotic to flippant. I know it’s all based in the level of stress I’m under and my want to evade anything I deem uncomfortable. I’ll figure it out I guess, I don’t really have any other choice, do I? haha..

Anyway, That’s me.