After we talked on the phone yesterday I felt somewhat better. You were very comfortingly and made me feel better. You did use the term SA instead of abuse again. So yes I will bring it up again. Last time you were trying to expose me to it so it so it doesn't hurt me. I am just not ready for it.

Then you said you have no doubt that if I were suddenly in a situation where somebody tried to take advantage of me I would be able to stand up for myself. I wish I had that same confidence in myself. Then some of my childhood memories resurfaced today. UGH!!!!