the only med I'm on is birth control...(and I just switched to a different pill where I won't get a period).. in the past I have tried a ton of meds... Prozac, paxil, serzone, remeron, celexa, effexor, nortriptylene, amitriptyline, Wellbutrin, Xanax, Klonopin, trazodone, Ritalin, lamictal...that's just off the top of my head. they all just made me more suicidal and non-functional. since I've been on the pill for a while I'm super aware of when everything is going to start feeling ****** and I prepare myself...it just never seems to be enough. I still get overwhelmed, depressed, insanely anxious, hopeless, etc. I hope this new birth control works cause I'm really struggling.