I have online friends. I don't trust people in real life anymore after being bullied, stabbed in the back, etc..

I've always been nice to people, but apparently the people who I once called "friends" would take advantage of that. They'd ask me to do favors for them without returning any favors for me when I desperately needed their help. Then they'd make fun of me for being "weird," "ugly," or "stupid" behind my back. They wouldn't invite me to things, either. I was basically their b**** that they could kick around. Heck, they knew when my birthday was, but they wouldn't even bother to say "happy birthday." (Not that I care much about birthdays, but the school would announce people's birthdays over the intercom, so it's not like they didn't know. Plus, I'd ask them to go somewhere for my birthday and they'd come up with an excuse not to go.)

It's happened twice now, with two different sets of friends. That's why I'm done with it. I don't want any real life friends. Sorry if that sounds antisocial, but I'm going through a stressful time in my life, and while I in theory would want a friend in real life to talk to about my stress, I just don't want to risk getting f***ed over again with "friends" and then spend every night feeling like a total idiot for letting someone into my life who never wanted to be a part of it.