Hi Ayj1, I definitely understand how you are feeling.

Throughout the years my eating disorder has morphed a LOT! I was bulimic, and then orthorexic and anorexic, and now for the past handful of months I've just been binge eating. I won't even eat during the day, I just make up for it with dinner and just full on binge. It has caused me to gain a bunch of weight that I was previously so proud of losing because I have struggled with my weight and view of myself my entire life. I know I need to cut it out, and start meal prepping healthy meals and get back to my workout routine... I am just having trouble getting the motivation to do it! I've done it before, so I know I can once I find that motivation.

Keep positive thoughts, and eventually we'll both find a way out of it!