i have got a problem you see i was with this guy for a year and it was going great so i felt i was ready for a sexual relationship and well you get it.

a few monthes after that we split up and he got with another girl but she was underage so he cheated on her with me i also had a boyfriend at the time but he lived so far away i felt really bad for her and i eventually told her and they split up. my boyfriend dumped me but he did not know i had cheated until a few weeks ago when he had a go at me and said that i was ruining his life so i just told him that if he was going to hate me id give him a reason and my reason pushed him over the edge he hasn't talked to me since.

so i was single then i met this guy who was alot older then me 6 years to be exact he had a girlfriend who was prgnant and he talked me into having sex with him after we did he got all jealous of the people i was talking to so i told him he had to make a decision and he chose his pregnant girlfriend so i found another boyfriend to make him jealous it worked and i cheated on him aswell then i got with this guy and we weren't even together for a week and he cheated on me with a chick i work with a week after that he went back to his pregnant girlfriend

then i went back to my first and started talking to him again and he had a new girlfriend and we were in his room then he came on to me and well ya know so i felt bad cuz she didn't deserve that a couple of weeks later they broke up because he wasn't interested in her anymore and him and i til this day have a friends with benefits thing going on....

but i feel i deserve better and that i need to find a guy who i will stand by and not cheat on cuz i am no better then them if i stay how i am now.

how can i prove that i am not that bad person anymore?