someone just please tell me what the h**l I'm suppose to do?!?! I have no f-ing idea anymore.....
Friday will be my 36th doc appt in 37.5 weeks!!!

and of those 36, 28 are brain-injury related ones!

and for a reference, I had five the entire all last year!
it's destroying me from the inside out! (destroying probably isn't the best word but it gets the point across) can I really forego treatment on my brain cuz the rest of me literally can't take it?!?!?