NP...I’m sorry this is a struggle for you. I think LT May have a point that’s he wondering if he’s still an effective therapist for you. It may not be a terrible thing if you reduce sessions per week with him and see someone else on another day to just get a different take on things. I do truly believe that therapist can only take a client so far. The therapist used to tell me that they are not in business to do the healing from trauma-they are in business to help people heal from their trauma. You’ve been through a lot, NP and you deserve all the help you can get. I think the therapist made some mistakes there. He needed to approach it differently. Hugs.