I also don't cut because I want to be close to my T. I cut because I get scared, I get frustrated because I can't express my feelings, or because I can't quit hurting no matter how much I try, or because I feel like I don't deserve anything but pain, or because I hurt over attachments in my life in general- not only T.

I just meant that those kinds of feelings tend to come along in therapy right along with attachment issues such as feeling like you can't let your T close, or like you're not safe, or whatever form your attachment issues take.

Attachment issues take a lot of different forms, and I myself seem to have quite the package of them- issues of all kinds

I just keep believing T that it does get better with time. I hope you can believe that, too, about whatever issues are going on in your therapy.

*safe hugs*